but from being caretaker of someone else.
...but I need my life back.
I made a promise to her and my Mom that I would help take care of her,
but she and I have always had a rocky relationship...
thusly, I knew it was a matter of time that we would, (again) have a 'falling out'...
This is 'normal' for our relationship,
although I don't consider it normal fully for anyone else.
Having a sister that is terminally ill is a hard thing for anyone to handle...
having a sister who is terminally ill and volatile emotionally is a whole 'nother thing.
well...I don't know what else and just can't try to figure out 'what else' anymore...
You've done a beautiful thing by praying for us and supporting us and being there for us...
your generosity was not in vain.
and I will,
in my work,
in my home
in my garden
in my husband and daughter and mother and
my dear, dear Friends...
Yesterday, I was sitting in my Keeping Room and was feeling a little blue ~